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Dear Melody;

I am very concerned.
I have called you about a therapist & you have not responded.
I certainly realize how busy you must be, but you told me that it would be alright to communicate w/ you on a limited basis, & I thought that this was indeed an important issue.

If I have misunderstood you or you have changed your mind, I wish you would explain this to me.
I have to admit that I feel very slighted & part of us thinks that we never really mattered to you at all.
I know that this is victim thinking & I hope that it isn't true, but it certainly fills me w/ doubt.

Some time in October-November I stopped seeing Ed.
He's a great guy, but his perspective on my processes does not click.
Your ttherapist friend never responded to your request.

I desperately need a therapist & your input crucial to my future.

I am not trying to place you in an untenable situation - honest!
We've been connected at the hip for so long that this sort decision & or choice direction needs your support.
I am not suicidal, but I am so discouraged that I've been triggered in too many negative directions.
I understand that these are my choices & it's my job to take things in hand, but I need someone to interact w/ that understands my situation.

As you know, therapists w/ real experience & understanding w/ dissociative concerns are difficult to find & I'm at a loss to know which way to go.

I asked Ed for help & after a time he suggested the person I called you about (I can't remember her name ?Donna?).
When I called her number,I discovered that she was part of the Collin Ross group (& therefore, left no message until I could talk w/ you).
This sent up red flags & I really wanted your input; this is when I called you, but you haven't responded & I feel stranded.

Please let me know your responses.
Please let me know the boundaries I am to follow.
Please let me know if I can send you things I write & expect your true responses.

I had understood that this was alright w/ you;.
Please tell me.
I don't want to aggravate you, so please answer me.

I also know that I filled out the info about your Meet-Up Group, but I am having so many problems right now that I can't bring myself to show up.
The $15 is tough.
I am afraid to be w/ you in a different situation, when so many of us miss you as our therapist.
Maybe for the moment my name needs to be removed.

Anyway, I am confused & need some sort of response.
I pray I am not just a nuisance & meaningless in your life.

Love,
Deb

Debbie Waddell
DramaMamaDebbie@yahoo.com
(214) 324-1242